Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Hopefully i can get into a college by end of this week is what i hope for when the sun shine into room

As each day passed by, I have always wanted to be in college as soon as possible,but thing always didn't happen the way it should be. Being a 18 year's old teenager, it have always be tough and hard. As each day I wake up from sleeps and head to washroom, i hope there are something new and surprise await for me, in fact i hope my parent will said "YOU ARE GOING COLLEGE TODAY SON".

Well yesterday night have been hard. I talked to my parent about my college, in fact i really don't want to waste this precious time that are passing by me before. But thing didn't turn out to be way it suppose to be, I talked to them about the fees, and few others thing but my parent disagree with me about the college just because the fees in too expensive more over i just doing a A's level over there that all.

To me i have always agree that parent shouldn't pamper their children and give what best for their children always, but i definitely 100% disagree with them about not giving the best studies for their children. In today's world everything is fast growing in economic and industry as we can see. Giving their children the best studies only can guarantee their children future ahead of them. But the fact my parent don't think the way i do.

So i argue about it and left me nothing to said in the end, back to my room that very moment feeling very disappointed in them, i didn't cried about it but i do really worry about my future with all kinds of question popping up all night long.

"Is there any way i could reach or even talk to them about it?"

"Will there be a miracle?"

"Is there an end to this all that are happening to me"

This is question have be in my mind all night long. Beside that, i have be thinking the whole night and listen to some jazz to chill down, but still i don't find any door to my conclusion. As the sun begin shine into my room another day has passed by. Still figuring answer i told myself WHERE THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY.

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