yesterday was a disaster to me during valentine day...as we know valentine day is a day where we go out to date and make the one we love happy...and today is my 4th day that i never sleep...and i dunno what to write about it as my cell brain started to die slowly...
my story started in the morning of valentine days....as i get myself prepare for the valentine date i was so afraid that i cant even get the flower i want from the flower shop that i place order as they have promised me as those flower i place order was expensive and is selling like hot pan cake in bakery...i was so afraid that i cant get everything prepare as i was totally blur as the nite before i didn't sleep at all...as i travel down the road to the flower shop and get my flower i was so happy that the flower is still there await me...i as lucky and thought today is a lucky day for me and then i took a cab to mid valley...during my ride i was so nervous and think about her and taking my time as the time pass so fast by me as i stuck in the middle of traffic jam...as i reach mid valley i just make myself run to Starbucks as i told her Starbucks is the place where we will meet and hope she is there for me...well thing always never turn out he way we expected to be,as i reach there at Starbucks she no way to be found as i look through the window...so i juz find a place where i could sit and wait for her as she could have caught in jam or on her way here.so i juz sent her smses telling that i here waiting for her already and i got a drink for myself...time passed quickly as i have my third drink here and i have msg her few time d...as i stare through the window looking over a sea of ppl i juz cant wait for her to appear in front of me...suddenly my there a msg from her and i thought she is here and i stood up and look around juz to find out that her msg mention she is not coming and i reply her that i will wait till u come...looking over severed of couple which having their wonderful time holding each other hand and staring each other i started to get envy of them and cant bear the laugh and joy that they are sharing in between themselves without caring about other ppl looking at...but i know she will appear soon...time pass even more faster then even before...and now is6plus yet she didn't appear my faith and hope started to tremble slowly and afraid something has happen and i really look dumb and stupid by the ppl around...then stupid thing some into my mind and play around in my brain...so i juz walk of about 6.30pm to get so air and smoke(i usually smoke when i am confuse,desperate and trouble...other then that i don't) as i waited for her a while more...but thing never change...she is no way to be found no even her shadow...so i juz walk off...
my story started in the morning of valentine days....as i get myself prepare for the valentine date i was so afraid that i cant even get the flower i want from the flower shop that i place order as they have promised me as those flower i place order was expensive and is selling like hot pan cake in bakery...i was so afraid that i cant get everything prepare as i was totally blur as the nite before i didn't sleep at all...as i travel down the road to the flower shop and get my flower i was so happy that the flower is still there await me...i as lucky and thought today is a lucky day for me and then i took a cab to mid valley...during my ride i was so nervous and think about her and taking my time as the time pass so fast by me as i stuck in the middle of traffic jam...as i reach mid valley i just make myself run to Starbucks as i told her Starbucks is the place where we will meet and hope she is there for me...well thing always never turn out he way we expected to be,as i reach there at Starbucks she no way to be found as i look through the window...so i juz find a place where i could sit and wait for her as she could have caught in jam or on her way here.so i juz sent her smses telling that i here waiting for her already and i got a drink for myself...time passed quickly as i have my third drink here and i have msg her few time d...as i stare through the window looking over a sea of ppl i juz cant wait for her to appear in front of me...suddenly my there a msg from her and i thought she is here and i stood up and look around juz to find out that her msg mention she is not coming and i reply her that i will wait till u come...looking over severed of couple which having their wonderful time holding each other hand and staring each other i started to get envy of them and cant bear the laugh and joy that they are sharing in between themselves without caring about other ppl looking at...but i know she will appear soon...time pass even more faster then even before...and now is6plus yet she didn't appear my faith and hope started to tremble slowly and afraid something has happen and i really look dumb and stupid by the ppl around...then stupid thing some into my mind and play around in my brain...so i juz walk of about 6.30pm to get so air and smoke(i usually smoke when i am confuse,desperate and trouble...other then that i don't) as i waited for her a while more...but thing never change...she is no way to be found no even her shadow...so i juz walk off...
