Monday, June 16, 2008

for you

i just dunno how to live on....life just getting started and i feel so suck already..as each day passed by i keep thinking about her..is a really big mistake,is really wrong for me to take the risk...i didn't know it can turn out to be like this...i am really sorry for what i have did to you...i am really sorry even sometime i cant forgive myself because of what i did on that night...it was foolishness of me to be blame on...i just dunno why it happen...and now left me nothing but full of regretfulness in this lonely spirit...why i am acting this way...why,but answer is never to be found within inside me...now all is left is a smile and your lovely face which i always can dream of and never to be see again in my entire life here...is all my fault to be blame upon for letting this simple relationship break...i just cant forgive myself till you forgive me...but what i wish for the most now is your smile and the relationship that pass by us....the time where we talk on phone,the time where i was criticise by you,laughter and tear that we share...i just miss the old and long gone you back...that why i cant let you go by...i know is my mistake...what more else i could do now?...no matter how hard i tried and how much i explain it mean nothing to you already...cause you have someone u needed...sorry again for what i did and what i have done for making you so disappointed in me...

all left to do for me is to let time passes by and wait...even i have to wait for my entire life....