today is the worst day of my life and most heart breaking...*hate it...i really mad myself because of my SPM RESULT IS OUT...GUESS WHAT!!! those subject i wanted to aim A's for got C's and not many subject i aim for A's got A's...*wth*...i put my effort in and i do my revision and so on...but guess what i got in the end of it...NOTHING...haiz...now i juz feel bad and guess my future is in a ruin and i dunno how to further my study....
let god himself decide for me...i mean now i am totally hopeless and in my parent eyes i like a rubbish because of the result...they see my affort but my ending equal to nothing..so i xxxxx xxxxxx lalalallallaaaala........
why it have to be like this...why why why why why...............bla bla bla..!
why me...those ppl below me also can do something about their grade and why is me in a serious state...i am not satisfy and i really badly wanna go into college...anyone out there can recommend me some course...and what can i do...help and make me relief pls...pls pls pls...........
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sunday, March 9, 2008
FROM TODAY ONWARD I TIMOTHY LAM OR KNOWS AS KOK LEONG NOR FROSS GONNA STAND UP AND BE A GOOD,HYPER AND INTERESTING FELLA
why am i taking this vows!!! *sweat*
i know i kinda boring fella always ups with my own point of view and thought...but today onward after few days of dull life...lastly i know i must enjoy this life while i can and stop worrying about the future what ahead....i know there have been alot ups and downs in my life recently...but this ain't gonna stop me now as how i use to be,i mean the last time where i always think of positive stuff and where ppl always look up to me for advice...so mean i gonna change my character and be a fun interesting fella looking forward and stand up again in searching for greatness in my life...
nevertheless i will stand down nor let ppl kick me at my ass again nor push me around like a puppet..so mean i gonna have the courage and i hope this courage gonna be strong base for me to stand on and a foundation where i can stand and lend no till i find something more solid in my life
and do u know that i gonna resign this week itself...*hahahahaha* =)
i gonna enjoy my rest soon for my ns(national service) before this i wanna ask u to come and join my for shopping spree...yup...i mention it...*kekekee* u must be wondering why rite...actually is kinda gross to c guy do shopping and i dun ,=mind about it as i like it too...hahahahahaaa...in order to enjoy and get ready for ns this is what i can do...beside that u can also ask me out for a event nor just hang out at cafe...not to mention i do hang out at any STARBUCKS i could find....*i love their coffee and hang out space...*winks*
ok la reach here for today...and pls encourage me so i can stand up again...
sign out...Zzzzzzzzzzz
by the way did i mention i am going off to ns soon....
why am i taking this vows!!! *sweat*
i know i kinda boring fella always ups with my own point of view and thought...but today onward after few days of dull life...lastly i know i must enjoy this life while i can and stop worrying about the future what ahead....i know there have been alot ups and downs in my life recently...but this ain't gonna stop me now as how i use to be,i mean the last time where i always think of positive stuff and where ppl always look up to me for advice...so mean i gonna change my character and be a fun interesting fella looking forward and stand up again in searching for greatness in my life...
nevertheless i will stand down nor let ppl kick me at my ass again nor push me around like a puppet..so mean i gonna have the courage and i hope this courage gonna be strong base for me to stand on and a foundation where i can stand and lend no till i find something more solid in my life
and do u know that i gonna resign this week itself...*hahahahaha* =)
i gonna enjoy my rest soon for my ns(national service) before this i wanna ask u to come and join my for shopping spree...yup...i mention it...*kekekee* u must be wondering why rite...actually is kinda gross to c guy do shopping and i dun ,=mind about it as i like it too...hahahahahaaa...in order to enjoy and get ready for ns this is what i can do...beside that u can also ask me out for a event nor just hang out at cafe...not to mention i do hang out at any STARBUCKS i could find....*i love their coffee and hang out space...*winks*
ok la reach here for today...and pls encourage me so i can stand up again...
sign out...Zzzzzzzzzzz
by the way did i mention i am going off to ns soon....
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