sighss

i damn lazy wanna blog here la.

so let make it a informal blog then.

well there is nothing much with me actually. i got nothing much to complain but lot of time to waste.

i looking for a part-timer job now. and will be looking for thing to do just to spend this long sigh-time i got.

i am almost fully recover from my fever already. and now i am looking for some good song to listen to.

does anyone know herbs is bitter. yuck and i just taste some bitter herbs medicine just now.

excited

Just the right time to blog now.

And definitely YES I am still pretty excited, wild and hyper about PASSION KUALA LUMPUR. It has been a moment of stirring and sizing there. When I wake up this morning, guess what! I still have the wristband on my hand to remind myself to pray for PASSION JAKARTA. And with a little silly grin and happiness I prayed.

Throughout the week, I mean last week. I refer my life as a heavy-duty, with 6 interviews around Kuala Lumpur and PC fair up and conference. Wow I can't really imagine I had gone through many stuff from bad to good happening around me.

I know, I had not been posting blog like how I use to. Too bad!

Well just recall a few things.

• I witness a horrifying accident which I almost got into - this woman an illegal foreign opposite the road were few meter away me when suddenly she run across the road without looking left or right and got hit by a motorbike. Laterally she was drag along with bike and the rider itself for few meters before I attend to their aid. The woman ran off right after I help her up to side when I attend to the rider with injury and shock. Don't ask me how I know is an illegal foreign woman.

• Almost got pick-pocket during some travelling - I know there a lot pickpocket going on around public area in Kuala Lumpur. Not mistaken It was on Saturday actually when I head to PC fair. Well as usual everyone wants to get some cheap sales IT item on the fair. The LRT were jammed pack with people hardly any room to moves around. Well suddenly I notice there a hand closing to my pocket and with shock I gets my hand on the back pocket realizing there a hand closing to it. Luckily wallet is not missing. Cause it contain RM 200. And I am broke if the wallet is gone

• Got some thought about woman/ladies got molest on public - As usual again, Kuala Lumpur people are jammed pack here and there from Monday till Sunday no difference. People are just around KL and fill in the public transport like a sardine fish in cans. Well on PC fair actually when I notice some pervert where they simply runs into female. Some even take extra advantage on real packed site.

• Rude and immoral driver - pedestrian are everywhere and driver should give first priority to them. But somehow it doesn't happen anymore. They are rude and they are aggressive on the road. Honing here and there. Road are no longer safe anymore.

As I said heavy-duty! I got 6 interviews but the expectation is to demand and I rejected it. Gosh!!

What a demanding person I am.

Secondly PC fair is so cheapskates this year. And I am so disappointed in it. I can't get item I needed such as AM2 desktop motherboard for my new processor, DVD writer to replace the old CD writer, 8GB pendrive, few others accessories for my laptop. Gosh the item has be so expensive compare to the last pc fair. And i rather get it from shop with warranty about the same price.

Thirdly, the weather is so compromise. The whole week has been so hot. Sometimes the weather changes all of sudden from no way water falling from a sunny day on me. And yesterday I almost get soak up.

Lastly and off, glad I am still in one piece and doing fine blogging here after so much off non-stop complain.

As I continue my PASSION Kuala Lumpur. Whoa, wahh, gees, yeah...I still fresh and excited. Hehehe. After such a difficult and troublesome Sunday. I got the ticket in. Before this I can't get any ticket in hand. It was sold out online and around church. My church didn't promote PASSION KUALA LUMPUR because we just had a CELL CONFERENCE and ENCOUNTER CONFERENCE and HEALING ENCOUNTER on the way. Teenager and college student which I still not close to didn't notice such a great event that is coming up. Sadly I can't really help to promote PASSION KUALA LUMPUR without the material but I had called a few people to go by facebook , sms and calls.

Back to the point, my hearts were pumping real hard when I realize so many people around. I was so faithless and panic. Cause I hate to be left off. And worst of all, wasting time coming all the ways and feel disappointed. I race myself to the conference hall and asked the people there about the ticket. I were told I could get it from the hotel lobby and I had to race myself to the lobby just to get hold of it and by faith and hope got it at last. I was among 3315 lucky people to get the ticket (don't ask how I know, it is just stated on the wristband).

PASSION KUALA LUMPUR was awesome people rush on the escalator at 4pm when the event suppose to start at 6pm. Some waited patiently and some people getting junkie to fill their hunger while some get hand on CD and T-shirt.

Hours of patient lastly door flung open at 5.45. People rush in to grab the best sitting for sure. Middle front where it had the best viewing position of CHRIS TOMLIN, Musician and Louie sermon. Truly inspired by the word and worship, and truthfully I has not had such a great time of worship awhile already. I scream my lung out, jumped high, lifting hands up, sweating and sang ignoring the people around me. And I guess everyone is the same to.

And yes of course we come together represent in one soul and spirit to worship one name, one fame and a story. We truly amazed by his love and his wonder. No boundaries at all. people around SUNWAY SHOPPING MALL and SUNWAY CONVENTION CENTER are trembling at our shout of praise wondering what happening. Music and our worship are echoing around the mall. Awesome.

But too bad it didn't last that long. And everything has an end on this earth. I wish the time stop where I can worship at no cost. The event end at 10pm and but each one of us go back home with a new empowerment and impact.

After the event ended. I tried to get a taxi head home. Gosh the taxi driver really knows how to cheat with customer at peak hour. But I didn't take those and waited for a right one because I believe god will sent taxi to me. Waited 30min and notice this uncle is going back to the same place as me with 3 of his kids trying to get a taxi back to. I asked his whether we can hook into a taxi together. Guess what! The uncle agrees with a smile and he even treats me the ride when we reach. But I tried not to. Cause I didn't event know him and we had agree on 50 50 payment. But the uncle rejected my good intention. Maybe is a god work after all. PRAISE THE LORD.

And here the ends. Inspire by gods touch really impact me. Guess there will be a new awakening in me as how my last YA camp with the theme "TELL THE WORLD" had awaked me to TELL THE WORLD during my ns training months. And this is PASSION KUALA LUMPUR so its must be a call of passion and I can't wait for the calling.

Sign out.

passion-ed

I just got a little time to write this now. I am really exhausted yet i am so excited and bless for what had happen the last few hour. YEahhh...

i am a crazy, insane and die hard fan of JESUS CHRIST. whatever u want to called me or word me for my craziness or insanity are pleases to be.

i got the ticket to PASSION KUALA LUMPUR after all. YAhuuuoo.. i am still so desperate to blog this event even i am tired. I am really amazed by PASSION KUALA LUMPUR.

and here what i got from their blog 286generation

It’s going to be hard to describe the beauty of this night, a huge celebration of the grace of God in the midst of the biggest collision of cultures I have ever seen. 4000 people packed into the Sunway Convention Center tonight, representing a giant mix of nations, students studying here in Malaysia from throughout Asia, Africa and the Arabic speaking world. And tonight they were all about one story, one name, one fame.....

it is really insanity. before 3pm itself people have already gather around the entrance and with more then 4,000 college student and teenager crowded hall room coming from as far as state of melaka (someone i get to know) for one thing PASSION. together we worshiping in one spirit for one name, one fame, one passion.

before i begin i would like to introduce the event again.

Passion Conferences is a Christian organization (also referred to as the 268 Generation), founded by Louie Giglio in 1997, known for their annual spiritual awakening gatherings of college students. It is a movement where college and university students gather together to learn about the Creator, the Creation, [un]Creation and New Creation.

talking about passion, people have passion in different form. but PASSION CONFERENCE has set us(CHRISTAN) in one mind set for the people we love, we care about, friend, families and best if all enemies to get save through Christ. the vision of passion they spark in us just grew as each minute god work in hand and in spirit. people change, passionate for lost soul and desire for god in them/me change.

the passion grew in us are ease off and no longer subjected to our weakness and sin we have. everything is different now. a new beginning, new chapter are written tonight.

i also really amazed by Ashley testimonies shared by Louie Giglio in his sermon - Ashley who a party darkest headnut back to light part in 3 month. she facing difficulty in her relationship, and with a divorce parent and living with her boyfriend. thing change when this girl -fruitcake- walk into her life when she broke up with boyfriend who cheating at the back. thing start to change when fruitcake share and care but is a sad ending the last part. i will tried to upload the sermon i recorded later on.

as usual Chris Tomlin and his musician did a great job. and i really like the song they presented. BEST of all they launch a new song in malaysia if i am not mistaken. and sadly i didn't bring enough money to get the t-shirt and cd. the t-shirt was really nice and cds were cheap too. xp

Jakarta friend

hi Jakarta friend,i got the change to pray or u all i am praying for you people here in Malaysia for the info. is a compulsory prayer that we must uphold. is like how manila people have pray for us and london pray for manila and so on. heart and care to you all.

lastly, thanks thank you, Passion Conferences, Ptr.Louie & Sheryl Giglio, Chris Tomlin, Becca Music, Passion organizers, Passion media team, Passion volunteers.
May the Lord richly bless you and your ministries!

Independent Thinker

Independent Thinker

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.

Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.

PASSION KUALA LUMPUR

Well i can sleep and now is somewhere about 5 am. Just surfing throughout some blog and lastly i found a interesting video media from darentiff blog.

PASSION KUALA LUMPUR GONNA TO ROCK MALAYSIA THIS COMING 3rd August. This up coming event is really got to be awesome. And please come and block all u activities and event on that date.

GOD IS DOING SOMETHING IN MALAYSIA

AND IT GOT TO BE NOW

HE WILL MOVES IN MALAYSIA LIKE NEVER BEFORE

AND THIS NATION WILL TRANSFORM

FOR HE COME TO GIVE US HOPE AND PEACE

COME AND JOIN THIS EVENT.

hi

wow..is like kinda long time i didn't come over here d as i had move on to wordpress... but sometime i do visit here as well...

well i am good recently, as usual my life still suck bored and lonely. nothing much to talk about. but doesn't mean i dun have a life back here... so far have been thinking alot of thing, and settle some of it. gosh i so so so penniless nowadays.hahahaaa... hopefully i still can make use of the blog over here or u can forward yourself to my new blog on the site link at my page. catch up ya.

Hopefully i can get into a college by end of this week is what i hope for when the sun shine into room

As each day passed by, I have always wanted to be in college as soon as possible,but thing always didn't happen the way it should be. Being a 18 year's old teenager, it have always be tough and hard. As each day I wake up from sleeps and head to washroom, i hope there are something new and surprise await for me, in fact i hope my parent will said "YOU ARE GOING COLLEGE TODAY SON".

Well yesterday night have been hard. I talked to my parent about my college, in fact i really don't want to waste this precious time that are passing by me before. But thing didn't turn out to be way it suppose to be, I talked to them about the fees, and few others thing but my parent disagree with me about the college just because the fees in too expensive more over i just doing a A's level over there that all.

To me i have always agree that parent shouldn't pamper their children and give what best for their children always, but i definitely 100% disagree with them about not giving the best studies for their children. In today's world everything is fast growing in economic and industry as we can see. Giving their children the best studies only can guarantee their children future ahead of them. But the fact my parent don't think the way i do.

So i argue about it and left me nothing to said in the end, back to my room that very moment feeling very disappointed in them, i didn't cried about it but i do really worry about my future with all kinds of question popping up all night long.

"Is there any way i could reach or even talk to them about it?"

"Will there be a miracle?"

"Is there an end to this all that are happening to me"

This is question have be in my mind all night long. Beside that, i have be thinking the whole night and listen to some jazz to chill down, but still i don't find any door to my conclusion. As the sun begin shine into my room another day has passed by. Still figuring answer i told myself WHERE THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY.