love sick!

sometime i just have love sick...love sick mean u fall for a girl easily...i use to like this and that girl which i confess and it is very truth and proven scientifically for a teenager at my age...taken from a book review of what they write,"that teenager at the age of 18 to 20 are very common of having love sick"...i dare to say there are list of girl name pin into my heart and there are also a few mission i plan...but i dare not launch the mission because it may hurt other ppl feeling and twist the trust they have in me but i do let them know that i like them and tell what rubbish i can think of and i sometime do flirt with them too...and i am so sorry...beside that sometime love sick really make me desperate and confuse...all the girl i know is either study or at somewhere which is far...and i tent to miss them and and thought of them...beauty sometime can be a weapon to hurt guy..yes it is truth and don't ever underestimate the power of pretty ladies and girl for they also can turn u upside down and inside out...dun believe!! guys u can try,try it when u have pretty girlfriend then u go meet some which much more prettier then flirt with them then u know what happen next...i am sure that u kick Ur girlfriend away and go for the other girl and in the end u also will get rejected then u go back to the Ur ex-girlfriend and say sorry for the mistake u do and and hope u can have her back but then thing seem change and the answer u gonna have u will dislike it but i can say i am not that kinda guy...yes i may not have girlfriend but i do not have this kinda plan in my mind...truth is i planning to look for someone that i admire and like...such as smart,cute,pretty,non-talkative,independent, beautiful for sure,and other stuff which is too much to be mention here...somehow and some what i currently making my decision...even after making this decision..i am sure i wont get the girl i wan and i believe so...and all now is depend and all wait...i just have to let the time quickly passed by so that when the time comes and i am ready for a relationship then it will last long enough i guess...we know thing always look simple but actually it is hard...so everything i wrote here is truth about the real me and i confess it so there is no misunderstanding among us.