it have been a hard 3 month after spending and learning for the almost 3 month for the new initial d version 4 at last i learn a new kind of technique from IN *thanks buddy* thanks for all the friend and ppl who willing to teach and now i am ready to go for the big challenge which to make my own fame and record so that the whole Malaysia region know me and acknowledge me being one's of the best among the best...it have been total hard time as i think i have spend about 1k plus currently juz to built 2 car(HONDA S2000 AND TOYOTA TREUNO AE86)which one car need at least RM500 to full tune and now this 2 car really bring out the real me in diving into making my own fame in ver 4 and my current rank at my place(ioi mall) is top 2 in puchong area....i hope both of this car can roar along with me as i building another new car(MAZDA RX-7)...and hopefully i make it into top 20 Malaysia by end of this year...well friend if u wanna see me in action u can always come to midvalley or ioi mall...sometime I'll be at times square also...wish me luck

youth camp 2007 day 1



youth camp 2007 day 2


youth camp 2007 day 3(last day)



At last i found the video clip from the camp i went...hahaha...*so happy* and *after long time of of waiting* *tired* xp....if u see closely,u can find me in all the 3 video *bangga gila* xp...and i am inviting you...yes,you la no need looked around d! to join my church camp this very dec 2008 and i cant wait to see u join me to shake this world together...u can read my review in the past and in the blog of how god have change me over there...Jesus i love u and u rock me and shake me...

so i am inviting all ppl who view this come and join me this year

love sick!

sometime i just have love sick...love sick mean u fall for a girl easily...i use to like this and that girl which i confess and it is very truth and proven scientifically for a teenager at my age...taken from a book review of what they write,"that teenager at the age of 18 to 20 are very common of having love sick"...i dare to say there are list of girl name pin into my heart and there are also a few mission i plan...but i dare not launch the mission because it may hurt other ppl feeling and twist the trust they have in me but i do let them know that i like them and tell what rubbish i can think of and i sometime do flirt with them too...and i am so sorry...beside that sometime love sick really make me desperate and confuse...all the girl i know is either study or at somewhere which is far...and i tent to miss them and and thought of them...beauty sometime can be a weapon to hurt guy..yes it is truth and don't ever underestimate the power of pretty ladies and girl for they also can turn u upside down and inside out...dun believe!! guys u can try,try it when u have pretty girlfriend then u go meet some which much more prettier then flirt with them then u know what happen next...i am sure that u kick Ur girlfriend away and go for the other girl and in the end u also will get rejected then u go back to the Ur ex-girlfriend and say sorry for the mistake u do and and hope u can have her back but then thing seem change and the answer u gonna have u will dislike it but i can say i am not that kinda guy...yes i may not have girlfriend but i do not have this kinda plan in my mind...truth is i planning to look for someone that i admire and like...such as smart,cute,pretty,non-talkative,independent, beautiful for sure,and other stuff which is too much to be mention here...somehow and some what i currently making my decision...even after making this decision..i am sure i wont get the girl i wan and i believe so...and all now is depend and all wait...i just have to let the time quickly passed by so that when the time comes and i am ready for a relationship then it will last long enough i guess...we know thing always look simple but actually it is hard...so everything i wrote here is truth about the real me and i confess it so there is no misunderstanding among us.

confuse

i juz dunno wat to write already...it has been 6 day passed already and i am still thinking about my pass....wth...i know is hard to moves on but still i have to move on with my life but i have alot of problem and trouble in my life as well...sometime it seem to be easy and simple but when we dun realise it,it make trouble out of it and confuse us when we didn't realise it...


my confusing brain and problem has trouble me for a few days already when my problem started at this 14 feb 08 in the very early in the morning and until now...i juz hope there is another way to settle this and wish i have not make this dumb decision...all this while it really hurt when i call and never pick and answer and msg when u never reply...i was thinking for the pass few days and come to a conclusion where am i that worthless and dumb guy for her and meaningless and everything is less compare with other guys out there..i juz wish that i can have the answer now...and i wait and wait...i will continue to wait for this answer i gonna to get,and i know i wont like it...but till then i have to live up to my promised that i have make...

never appear...

yesterday was a disaster to me during valentine day...as we know valentine day is a day where we go out to date and make the one we love happy...and today is my 4th day that i never sleep...and i dunno what to write about it as my cell brain started to die slowly...

my story started in the morning of valentine days....as i get myself prepare for the valentine date i was so afraid that i cant even get the flower i want from the flower shop that i place order as they have promised me as those flower i place order was expensive and is selling like hot pan cake in bakery...i was so afraid that i cant get everything prepare as i was totally blur as the nite before i didn't sleep at all...as i travel down the road to the flower shop and get my flower i was so happy that the flower is still there await me...i as lucky and thought today is a lucky day for me and then i took a cab to mid valley...during my ride i was so nervous and think about her and taking my time as the time pass so fast by me as i stuck in the middle of traffic jam...as i reach mid valley i just make myself run to Starbucks as i told her Starbucks is the place where we will meet and hope she is there for me...well thing always never turn out he way we expected to be,as i reach there at Starbucks she no way to be found as i look through the window...so i juz find a place where i could sit and wait for her as she could have caught in jam or on her way here.so i juz sent her smses telling that i here waiting for her already and i got a drink for myself...time passed quickly as i have my third drink here and i have msg her few time d...as i stare through the window looking over a sea of ppl i juz cant wait for her to appear in front of me...suddenly my there a msg from her and i thought she is here and i stood up and look around juz to find out that her msg mention she is not coming and i reply her that i will wait till u come...looking over severed of couple which having their wonderful time holding each other hand and staring each other i started to get envy of them and cant bear the laugh and joy that they are sharing in between themselves without caring about other ppl looking at...but i know she will appear soon...time pass even more faster then even before...and now is6plus yet she didn't appear my faith and hope started to tremble slowly and afraid something has happen and i really look dumb and stupid by the ppl around...then stupid thing some into my mind and play around in my brain...so i juz walk of about 6.30pm to get so air and smoke(i usually smoke when i am confuse,desperate and trouble...other then that i don't) as i waited for her a while more...but thing never change...she is no way to be found no even her shadow...so i juz walk off...

desperate

as each day passed by i juz dun feel rite...i know this process is a part of growing up...well last nite i have not be sleeping..as most of ppl out there can thought and think of is normal thing for a teenager...well as far as i can know at the age of 18 most ppl out there like me are into relationship and i know a single male like me which doesn't even have a girlfriend is a disaster and disgrace to myself...but i know that i can get 1 soon but i first need to make plan and decision so that i wont messed up this relationship that i gonna take up and go for it...and in the mean while thing need to change in my life as we know ppl change as the grown so just wish me luck and pray for me as well...

my birthday!

today is my birthday and i turning 18 this year,it have been a tough 17 back then but after tonite everything gonna change...when talking about change i mean makeover and be mature and step into young adult world...as most of we can think and thought,well i thought birthday suppose to be a joyful event and a anniversary to remember the day we were born in this wonder and beautiful world...



as i know so far till now even my parent totally forget about my birthday...*yuck,how it could be !!! with a small bunch of my best friend from my ex-skul such as ho,Nic and Suk Lee ,June remember me *thanks to you all. between that, there too a bunch of insane and beautiful ppl that shine up my part and wishes me such as Charisse ,may yoong ,Sarah Wong ,James ,Regina are specially greeted by me which i cant forget and friend like Andre ,Beh ,Vern ,Yoong Ken ,Yun Shen *thanks dude!



even this year i didn't receive any present now....or some delay present later nor my birthday didn't not turn well or turn up this year,i have to say that this small little thing not gonna stop me and make me down...well i know i blessed with a bunch of buddy that take note of me and care for me and support me,which god himself give them to me as present...i looking forward to add more buddy and friend and best friend in future...thanks for all my friend that greet me...love you all very much from my heart...not to mention more present next year from you to me...alright!